I used to look up to that love

In a sitch like this you've gotta think
And I don't think you think about the way he thinks
And I know you live life for yourself
But it all comes down to the way you help

And I know your life is such a hell
You wake up early and you work until
You have your drinks at 5 o'clock
The hours blend and your thoughts all haunt

Your hopes, your dreams, your everything
Well, momma I hope, I dream, that you won't leave

And I have a question!
What is love?
What is love?
Love-e-e-e-e
Is it giving up?
'Cause that's not how you raised me, yeah.

In a sitch like this you gotta think
And I don't think you think about the way
She thinks
And I know you work hard everyday
But it all comes down to the way you're
Paid

And I know you're oh so sorry dad
I truly believe that you're a better man
To share one kiss then give away
All the love you come home everyday

To your hopes, your dreams, your everything
Well daddy, I hope, I dream that she won't leave

And I have a question!
What is love?
What is love?
Love-e-e-e-e
Is it giving up?
Cause that's not how you raised me.
And what is love?
What is love?
Love-e-e-e-e

See, I don't know anymore;
I used to look up to that love.

This is a song lyris of a song called what is love? From never shout never. I haven't really heard the song by itself but I just found the lyrics so similar to how I feel and I loved it. Even thought my situation couldn't match the lyrics I still found this really touching as I got into mutual thinking. I love the line where it goes 'I used to look up to that love', and for real my Instagram has this statement in its bio. Btw if you guys wanted to follow me in Instagram it's blushhlush. I don't post much but still got lots of post which will always be part of....? lets say ...my wonderfull life.